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2011-10-21T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hey i'm back!

Hehe Blog i miss u..

Hmm now currently finding a job..

Hope can find it soon lo..

Family leh..

Haish alot prob...

Although its kinda sad..

But luckily SHE came to my Life...

She brighten up my everything...

And i Love her!

2011-01-22T06:26:00.002+08:00

看来我是有了当天的阴影了. .
我很想忘了那件事但我就是不能. .

How wish there is some1 that willing to listen to all my rubbish. . .
Maybe i should keep it to my own and not let any1 know ba. . .

Forgive and forget???
Sorry i cant. . .

2011-01-18T01:57:00.002+08:00

Back here agn. .
Today sleep till so late. .
After awake then play dota. .
After dota play basketball with Glenn,Nicholason,Jingyee,Daryl. .
Then about 9 plus Nic and Sul and more frens came too. .
But nvr play much just sit there chat chat. .
This year much of my fren are taking important exam like O and N level. .
They will not have time fer mi le. .
Gonna emo agn le. .

Nowadays alot ppl are sick. .
Including mi. .
I just nvr say out. .
Actually i am so damn sick de hahas. .
Cuz Jason tan love to be hero. .
So nvr say out lo hahas. .
Will not die too. .
Die maybe even better hahas. .
Take care everyone. .

Hmm fer YOU agn de. .
Dun always think tat u are alone k?
I will be always by ur side de. .
But maybe u wan de ppl is not mi ba. .
U can find others too. .
Cheer up pls. .
Dun think too much. .

2011-01-17T03:22:00.002+08:00

I'm back here!!!
Guess no1 will come back here le ba. .
It will continue to be my so call emo corner agn le. .
Today. .
I don know why suddenly alot of flashback come to my mind. .
The sweet moment i had with all of ur. .
But after the flashback. .
I think once agn that. .
Now its no longer sweet. .
Its just bitter. .
I have been abandon by alot of ur. .
I am so sad. .
My heart is aching whenever i had all this flashback. .

Frens of mine. .
I know there is always smth that will trouble ur. .
Say out. .
Maybe it helps. .
But pls dun think of smoking can help to clear ur mind. .
It just hurt ur ownself. .

Hmmm this is to YOU. .
I know u still unable to forget ur past. .
Nvm i will wait. .
Although it feel so hurt. .
When. .

2010-09-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

I am sorry to you. . .
Now then knew tat u have regretted knowing mi. . .
Sorry nvr know tat u were so unhappy when with mi de time. . .
I am so stupid. . .
I miss the past time we had together. . .
Everytime when play BB or go to place we gone together. . .
I will think of the past. . .
Will nvr forget the wonderful past time tat u have given to mi. . .
Thank you. . .

虽然你很后悔. . .
但我从来都没后悔过. . .
谢谢你给我的回忆. . .

2010-08-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

Blog. .
Guess is left with u and mi. .
Hais long time no post le. .
Cuz busy. . .
Hais. . .
Attitude. . .
Is something that will harm us. .
I lost alot of things in a time. .
Frenship. . .
And more. .
Now feel like Going Off. .
Know wat i mean ba. .
心事好多. . .

2010-07-04T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hello. . .
Sorry long long nvr update le. . .
Too busy. . .
And dun have the mood too. . .
Hmmm mood not really good since smth have happen. . .
Hais. . .
Me keep tot every new day will be better. . .
But. . .
No!
Hais. . .
Ohh ya mi also found out tat my leg seems to have some prob le. . .
My bone keep aching. . .
My knee sometimes suddenly no strenght at all. . .
Ricky ask mi go see doctor fer check up better. . .
Hahas see first ba. . .
But. . .
Hope will not affect mi walking and playing BB ba. . .
And ya. . .
This few days my mouth keep bleeding. . .
Dunno why. . .
=X
Hao ba shall stop here. . .
Bye!!

JY FER ORAL EXAM ALL MY FRENZ!!!
=D
MI,JY,NIC de BDAY are coming soon le wahaha. . .
Guys wanna go any place celebrate together???
Hahas. . .

2010-06-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

Everytime whenever some1 is in bad mood or upset. . .
I will tried various way to help them to cheer them. . .
But in the End. . .
Haiz. . .
I found out tat im just 越帮越忙. . .
Sorry find others ba. . .
Ok now onward i will leave everyone world. . .
And i hate liars. .
U promised mi u will not do this de. . .
But u still break the promises. . .
I Hate u. .
想回到过去. . .
='(
Bye Jason Tan. .

2010-05-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello. . .
Hmmm. . .
Dunno wat to say too. . .
Eh. . .
SAD. . .
SAD. . .
SAD. . .
I hate it. . .
All liers!!!!
Why everyone keep lie to mi de. . .
=(
I really dunno wat is Cheerful le. . .
Wat is happy le. . .
Cuz I'm gone le. . .
Cannot find back le. . .
Haiz. . .

2010-05-17T20:26:00.004+08:00

I am no longer who I am le. . .
I really wish I can go bck till tat TIME. . .
And stop there. . .
Cuz I really MISS tat moment. . .
Me tot tat moment will last long. . .
But now I dun think I will have it agn le. . .
Cuz i suddenly felt tat IT changed le. . .
I also cant help anyt. . .
Maybe mi really meant to be alone ba. . .
Really really. . .
Cuz even not alone but also will not last long. . .
=(
I'm gone forever. . .

2010-05-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hello. .
Backy here finally. . .
Hmmm this few days. . .
Really make mi feel tat im gonna collapse soon. . .
Let mi make something Clear to everyone!!!
If anyone of ur thinks tat ur all are gone le!!!
Then Jason Tan Tian Xiang will forever be gone too le. . .
And If u all really feel i am irritating or very fan??
Pls tell mi. . .
I will leave ur alone de. . .
My concern always become shit. . .
Haiz=(
Alot ppl been scolding mi useless. . .
Am i?
Think so tat i am too. . .
Haiz. . .
My heart problem seems to be worse. . .
Whenever i am stress up or moody. . .
Heart sure will pain. . .
And it pain till i willing to die then suffer. . .
Exam???
Study wat teacher ask mi to study le. . .
But when the exam script was given it to mi. . .
My brain was totally blank. . .
Dunno why but just feel like crying. . .
Alot problem!!
Say leave this world???!!!!!
谁比我有资格????

2010-04-26T09:37:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!

I am back here!!

Hahas!!

Guess i update also no ppl view de la. .

Hahas nvm write give myself see lo. . .

Today morning!!!

I really think tat im useless and idiot!!!

Why i never pick tat CALL!!!

I am sorry although u say nvm. . .

But i still blame myself!!!

I say de thing i cant do it. .

I am really useless lo =(

2010-04-17T02:17:00.002+08:00

Hello. .
I am back here. .
Hahas. . .
Hahas this time no injuries hahas but moody. . .
Alot of thing have been troubling mi. . .
Today i cried. . .
Hahas i force myself not to de but tears just came out. . .
I am really sorry fer tat today. . .
Dunno wat i can say le but just feel something or even someone haven changed alot. . .
I know thing and ppl will change. . .
But i cant believe tat so much difference of the changes. . .
Especially. . .
Haiz dun say le. . .
Pls let all thing be bck to normal!
Pls i beg u heaven!!

2010-03-28T14:22:00.003+08:00

Hello. . .
Hmmm. . .
Actually wanted post smth here. . .
But better dun ba. . .
Cuz i alr say tat will keep all thing to my own le. . .
Nvr ever go fan any1 agn. . .
Just can say previously was feel just some of it change onli. . .
But now to mi ALL have change. . .
I really cant take it. . .
Really cant. . .
I really miss all the past time. . .
But i think will nvr happen agn. . .
='(

2010-03-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry long time nvr update le. . .
But i think got update and nvr update is still the same ba. . .
Here do not have past time de happiness le. . .
Now onward will become a official EMO corner for mi le. . .

Haiz. . .
This few days i have back the feeling le. . .
That i does not fit to be existing in this world. . .
Maybe it true. . .
And maybe i will let it happen. . .
Haiz. . .
Wonder wat i am thinking now. . .
I am really very stress up. . .
I cant take the stress le. . .
Sometimes really cried out. . .
This few days i also found out tat i am really a burden to some1. . .
Maybe i will not say out any of my feeling anymore to any1. . .
Will keep it to myself. . .
Dun wan give any1 more trouble more thing to FAN le. . .
Everything change. . .
Sad. . .

2010-02-27T03:22:00.001+08:00

Hello guys. . .
I am too bored le. . .
Wanted find ppl talk talk smth. . .
But all not free. . .
Hahas. . .
Haiz. . .
Injured. . .
Hahas. . .
Haiz dunno wat to post le. . .
Damn headache now. . .
And eh. . .
Better dun say. . .
Should be saying Nth Nth Nth. . .
Hahas. . .
Hao la. . .
Me go sleep sleep le. . .
Online see no ppl online so sad. . .
Hahas. . .
Bye. . .

2010-02-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz. . .
Just had a big fall!!!
Omg. . .
My head pain pain sio. . .
Haiz suay!!!
Mood bu hao still have a big fall. . .
ZZZ. . .
Suay ar!!!

但心的事终于发生了. . .
心痛. . .
很烦. . .

伤心难过. . .

2010-02-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

Haiz. . .
Feel like posting my feeling. .
But i cant. . .
Haiz. . .
Wat can i say?
Suan le ba?
Or. . .?
Haiz. .
Maybe i should think of a solution of getting out all the bad stuff in my brain. . .
Wat can it be?

又被骂!!!
好辛苦的感觉. . .
承受不了了. . .
好像离开这个烂世界. . .
就不用承担这些痛苦的感受了. . .

2010-02-13T03:39:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,
Happy New Year. . .
Hahas tat fer all of ur. . .
But not for mi. . .
This is i think till be a sad year for mi ba. . .
Alot of thing around mi including people have change alot. . .
Well i know ppl will change. . .
But the change is too big for mi. . .
And make mi unable to accept it. . .
Sad. . .
Tmr i will be lonely le. . .
Glenn if u wan can come find mi. . .
All of them went back to msia. . .
Haiz. . .
Gonna EMO le. . .
Bored. . .

我哭了. . .
我受不了我现在承受的压力了. . .
我不想成为你的负担. . .
对不起. . .
我好伤心. . .

2010-02-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

Haiz Haiz Haiz. . .
被人看不起. . .
真不爽. . .
你强你赢. . .
我输了. . .
我真没用. . .
爱情的魔力真强. . .
能改变一个人那么多. . .
简直就不是以前的他. . .
算了独自一人也许会比较好吧. . .
我恨你. . .

2010-02-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

Haiz. . .
Mi today then feel tat I am freaky useless. . .
I am so sorry cant help u at all. . .
Haiz. . .
Feeling DAMN sad. . .
Onli know how to give ppl prob. . .
USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
='(

对不起. . .
我没用. . .
不要伤心了. . .
='(

2010-02-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

Haiz. . .
This few days really wan my life. . .
Alot things happen. . .
Is all bad thing. . .
My mood was like terrible for 2 days le . .
Just now finally Cheer le. . .
But mi know smth tat PISSED mi off!!!
Haiz. . .
Mood became BAD agn!!!

I dun wanna care ur de thing le. . .
Its all ur de chioce not mine. . .
Hope ur think twice ba. . .

2010-02-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

Haiz. .
Feel damn sad de. . .
Haiz. .
Argh!
No mood. . .
Haiz. . .
Zzz. .
Dunno wat am i thinking now. . .
Can think till cross road nvr check for cars. . .
Lucky the driver brake. .
If not maybe im not here le ba. . .
Haiz dunno wan wat to say le. .
Bye=(

2010-01-30T20:39:00.001+08:00

Wa badly injured!!!
Haiz. . .
So pain!!!
Argh!!!
So arrogant!!!
Bunch of idiots!!!!
Noobs!!!!
U all very strong meh?!!!
Also lose to us!!!
Noobs!!!
Dun so Guai Lan la!!!
Not happy play again la!!!

2010-01-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

ARGH!
Injured!!!
Hahas but no worry just leg got cut by glass 3 times. . .
Bleed!
Erm. .
Bei step by tat idiot 5 time. . .
Gastric too hahas!!!
Oh ya ricky elbow my nose. . .
Hahas no worry la ricky don guilty. .
Onli bleed awhile nia. . .
Mii fine fine. . .
No worry everyone. . .
Hahas. .

谢谢你. . .
对不起. . .

2010-01-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
I am so sick now!!!
Erm today almost fainted 3 times. . .
Just never say out. . .
In court 1 time. . .
Go bring wallet for kelvin 1 time. . .
At home 1 time. . .
Haiz. . .
Should i go see doctor???
But i don feel like seeing. . .
Cuz just a small thing. . .
No nid waste money ba. . .
Haiz. . .
Don care le. . .
See how tmr first ba. . .
K bye guys. . .

2010-01-23T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!
This time mi nvr injure. . .
Cuz haven go BB. . .
Hahas. . .
LTR then go play. . .
But mi very very SICK now!!!
Feel so terrible. . .
But i don wan see doctor!!!
Wat can i do???!
Haiz. . .
Just let it be ba. . .

2010-01-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

I hate U!!!
We have been helping U alot!!!
Even sacrifice for U!!!
But what have we gotten back from U!!!
NTH!!!
But just being 冤枉 by u!!!
Hate u!!!
I never steal ur %$@#!*& $$$!!!
I am very disappointed in u!!!
Go back to be back ur *** ba!!!
Leave my world pls!!!

2010-01-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

Argh!!!
Long time never update le. . .
Then here to update jiu BAD MOOD!!!
Wat the hell i hate All this stupid attitude!!!
Am i living in this world?!!!!
Maybe not ba!!!

2010-01-09T02:15:00.000+08:00

Argh!
Injured!!!
Hmm wat i dun hope de thing gonna happen le:(
Hope aft it happens. . .
Nth will change. . .
PLS!!!:'(

辛苦. . .
我好辛苦. . .
受不了了. . .

2010-01-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello guys!!!
Nowadays keep feeling very down. . .
Cuz smth that i don hope to happen is gonna happen soon. . .
Haiz. . .
I cant do anyt at all. . .
Hope wat i worry don happen ba. . .
And the scary DREAM hope will not happen too. . .
Or. .
I may Cry till death ba. . . :'(
Hao ba post till here. .
GTG. . .BYE!

最烦恼的事就快发生了. . .
很伤心. . .
可是担心也没用. . .
没办法. . .

2010-01-03T04:37:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!
Bored Bored Bored!!!
Dunno why!!!
Erm. . . headache!!!
Wa yesterday night i had a dream!!!
If the dream really come true mi sure cry till death de:'(
Been thinking of the dream for whole day le. . .
Haiz PLS!!! DON REALLY HAPPEN!!!
SAD SAD!!!:'(

2010-01-02T04:48:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!
Erm. .
Sorry long time nvr update le. . .
New Year Eve. . . KNS!!!
Argh!!! I hate previous year!!!
WTH!!!
Me first time celebrate New year till so bored haha. . .
Erm. . .
Next year hope will nt like tat again le. . .

Erm. . .
So sick and Pain. . .
Erm. . .
Cant take it le. . .
Just pretending to be ok. . .
Haiz. . .
I'm sorry. . .

2009-12-25T03:52:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve!!!
Argh!

Everyone was having FUN but mi???

Do NTH!!!
Mi first time celebrate Christmas Eve till so sian!!!
Haiz Bored Bored!!!
Sianz!!!

2009-12-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hello^^ here to update. . . Erm injured agn. . . Today play with those ppl that i dun really like them de. . . ARGH! chao rough de. . . Haiz my injured leg haven recover the other leg injured. . .
Bored Bored!!! Feel chao weird de this few days. . . Haiz and headache. . . ME very FAN!!!!

我很烦!!!
受不了了!!!
感觉好怪. . .

2009-12-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

Erm. . . Sianz. . . Unhappy. . .
It not fair to mi at all!!! Argh! im so sad:'(
Today Bored Bored. . . Doin nth. . .
Argh leg injured cannot BB!!!
SAD!! Haiz. . .
Cant take it le. . .

心情不好时. . .
不知该找谁. . .
受到的伤. . .
我承受不了. . .

2009-12-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hello!!! ARGH! today at home gonna bored till death. . . Then about evening went to pei nic and his bro kelvin and glenn eat thier dinner. . . Argh. . . Mi today skip meal since morning. . . Sorry nt i wan de cuz no money and no one at home:'(. . . Just eaten le so no worry. . . Aft their dinner we all went to vista park and play with this WEIRD thing that make kelvin vomit haha. . And make mi headache!!! Argh! but aft play with it mi feel qing song duo le. . . Haha like swing out all my stress . . . Erm. . next time go play more ba haha. . .Hey but pls bring tissue along cuz later vomit nth to clean it. . Haha. . .

才刚开始我就受不了了. . .
无聊!!!头痛. . .

2009-12-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hello. . Here to post agn. . . Haha. . Today no injured wor. . . But old injuries still haven recover haha. . . Aiya still the same la. . . Erm. . Today when to a party. . . Abit boring. . And mi chao angry de because gt lucky draw. . . Then mi suay lor nvr get anything. . . My bro leh he get 2 present. . Aiya mi always suay de la. . . Haha Xi Guan liao. . .
Erm. . . And mi quite sad de cuz wanted to do a special thing to. . .
But. . . When about to finish wat im about to done. . It drop to the floor!!! ARGH! SAD!!!:'(
Erm. . . Now wasted 2 hours doin nth. . . Hey GTG le have to clear up the mess le . . . BYE!!!^^

对不起. . .
没做到. . .
超伤心的. . .

2009-12-17T03:45:00.000+08:00

Hello!!! Rmb wat i say from my last post??? ME INJURED AGAIN!!! LOL. . . Really post sure got something bad happen to me de. . . Haha^^ Today haiz play with those ppl that i dun like to play with. . .:( Sian. . . And pain. . . Hey my leg this few days will suddenly cant move de wor. . .WA! so scary. . . Hope will be fine ba. . . Tmr going fer a party. . . After party will use my very very fast speed go find u guys de. . . Haha. . . K la mi tired le gonna rest le BYE!!!^^

你哦你. . .
答应我的事要记得. . .
知道吗. . .
如果你没做到. . .
后果你应该知道吧. . .
哈哈我知道我很坏. . .
:p

2009-12-12T03:47:00.000+08:00

Hey u all been asking mi to update!!!! I feel that u all want to to get injured sia. . .Haha!!! Cuz mi everytime update blog sure gt injured de. . Today Injured too!!!! Haiz:( Everytime injured de. . .
Haiz dunno wat to update le. . Now mood chao bu hao. . . Feel like crying dunno why. . . Maybe im nt slping today le or maybe chao late then slp ba. . . K shall stop here le. . .Bye!!!

那种感觉又回来了. . .
我好没用!!!
帮不到忙. . .
恨自己. . .
对不起. . .
感觉好多了在找我吧. . .
不想再烦你了. . .

2009-12-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! 我快要闷死了!!! Bored Bored Bored. . . Today BB court was dead dead de. . . ARGH! I hate this feeling!!!
Today injured badly by weihao. . . So sad:'( . . .But have to keep to myself:'(. . . ARGH!!! SIAN!!! WTH mi can sian till wan go die le!!!. . . OMG this few days cant sleep at all. . . Dunno wat the reason. . .
Me yesterday watch show till early morning. . . Then sleep for 1 hour. . . Then started to stare at SKY agn!!! ARGH!!! I cant take it le!!! WAT CAN I DO???!!!!!!

我要闷死了. . .
我该这么办. . .
快疯了. . .
好无聊. . .

2009-12-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

Hello guy! Today erm. . . early morning went to meet friends for BMT. . . Erm yesterday the KELVIN LEE say wanna meet mi first then go meet them together. . . BUT i reach JY&PY de hse lou sia. . .I called the KELVIN LEE he still in HIS BED!!!!!!! ARGH! I was waiting fer him fer about an hour:(. . .

Erm. . . Then aft all DAO le we went to BMT court together. . . BUT!!! Walked till half way it start to rain :(. . . Everytime rain my mood jiu bu hao:(. . .So sad. . . Then we slack at resident corner there KELVIN LEE,JY,PY,Nicholason and ELF was play cards. . .The game called wat 大便子?. . .LOL. . . MI dunno hw to play so sit at a corner EMO! Haha!. . .But aft awhile Nic kam came and pei wo^^
And ya next time pls dun play in rain cuz when u slip and fall de time u all will like mi regret de. . . MI fall:( Leg blue black chao big de:(

你讨厌我就说出来. . .
我超伤心的:(. . .
超讨厌我自己的. . .

谢谢你. . .
又是你把我的悲伤换回了微笑. . .
也对不起我有再次个你添麻烦了. . .
谢谢. . .
对不起. . .
谢谢. . .
对不起. . .

2009-12-02T03:02:00.000+08:00

Haha. . sorry guys long time nvr update le. . . look rusty le here haha. . .
Hey how my new blogskin???
Nice ma???
Don jealous wor!!!
Haha THX!! CG!!!
Erm. . . Today went to play BMT with all best friends. . .
But a 瘟神 step out and ruined my mood today!!!
I hate him. .
From today onward. . .
Guys we have no more place to gather without 瘟神 le. . .
Have to see his arrogant face. . .
See le jiu 不爽!!!

谢谢你!!!
我会好好照顾自己的. . .
你也要. . .
知道吗. . .
要天天开心. . .

2009-11-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz mood chao bu hao de!!!
EeEEee Feel like killing myself!!!
Haiz dunno why feel so sad!!!
Alot of thing are troubling mi!!!
I hate ppl breaking promise!!!
I dunno why but i feel that the past de jason have gone le. . .
Now onli left with a no mood de jason ba . . .
Now onli left with body without soul de jason. . .
Just no more jason anymore le:(

我讨厌欺骗我的人. . . .

一切都变了. . .
我恨我自己. . .

我周围的大小事物都变了. . .
变得使我很伤心. . .

对不起又让你在此的但心. . .
真得很对不起. . .
请你一定要开心. . .
不要像我一样. . .
每当看见你那么伤心或病. . .
我都很担心. . .

2009-11-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hi guy! sorry long time nvr post le. . .
Because everytime i post will be sad thing or angry thing happen. . .
This time, haiz leg injured!!! Chao tong de!!!
See a bad thing again. . .
Haiz. . .
Feel like shouting!!!
But don know wan shout wat???
Just don feel good:(

对不起我又让你不开心了. . .
虽然你说你没有不开心. . .
但我能感觉到你的不快乐. . .
也许是我敏感吧. . .
如果真有对我觉得很失望的. . .
请你告诉我. . .
不要不说. . .
我会感到不开心的. . .

对不起!!!

2009-11-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hii guys!!! Sorry long time never update le sorry:( . Haha I know some of u guys have been waiting fer long to see my story right??? Hehe^^
Today sch chao sian de!!! feel like skipping class but someone dun let and if skip le maybe will kena caught. . . If kena caught i will straight away be given retain by DM le. . . So i decided to bear with it. . . HaHa^^
Then aft sch saw the weather was so bad. . . My mood turn bad too. . . So went home straight nvr pei nic and kelvin go CWP sorry!!! About 4.30 kelvin called mi and wake mi up haha. . He ask mi to play bb as the weather had turn better. . . HeHe at that time i was laughing. . .Wahaha finally can play bb without rain le. . . Although it a fine weather. . . But not much friends came today. . .
Feel so sad today:( thought can play till crazy with u all but u all cant come today. . . Today bb court was like dead. . . Don have the past the the feel:( Haiz. . .K la will stop here le too tired le and promise ppl will sleep early but do housework till now then update. . . Sorry ya:(

我觉得我们的兄弟感情距离越来越远了. . .
感觉你们为了某人改变很多. . .
超伤心的!!!
我们能回到过去吗???

你呀你!
你也是的!!!
怎么感觉你也怪怪的. . .
你看起来有很多的心事. . .
是不想告诉我吗???
感觉很伤心:(

2009-10-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys, So long nvr update. . . Haha now repay u guys haha. . .
Hmmm i have to go fer study camp le so sad:(
But it my own fault i havve to face it. . .
Wa! i 扭到 my neck!!! so pain!!!
Anyone can help mi???
Haha!!! Will be fine soon de ba. . .
No worry guys:)

我超讨厌打女人的男人!!!
小小年纪就这么坏. . .
不要让我看你!!!
否则我会把你杀掉!!!

你要好好保护自己知道吗???
不要天天被人欺负. . .
知道吗???
要是他们在这样告诉我. . .
我不会再让他们这样对你了!!!

2009-10-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

一天比一天的失望!!!
今天早上我哭了. . .
不但是因为考试不及格. .
而是听了有些伤了我心的话. . .

如果考不上. . .
我有考虑过不再读了. . .
不过很多人都不认我这么做. . .
我因该作出那种选则???

也许是我笨吧. . .
你最聪明可以了吗. . .
我不要你们的安慰. . .
我只要一人安静. . .
你不但没有一句的安慰反而对我说大话!!!
超伤心:(
也许你说的也有道理. . .
不过在这种时刻跟我说这些. . .
会使得我很难过. . .

谢谢你. . .
把我从哭换回笑. ..
你也不用太担心我的. . .
要好好照顾自己. . .

2009-10-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

心情超不好的!!!
被人看不起!!!
不但没安慰我，反而说我. . .

没生你的气. . .
不过不是很喜欢答应过我的事没做到. . .
所以就走开了. . .

2009-10-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

How u all treat mi i will nt forget it de. . .
Today play bb with onli some friends. . .
My soul are nt with mi today. . .
Feel so sick!!!
Maybe my soul will nt be back anymore ba. . .
I feel that life is a end for mi. . .
I feel that i should nt be in this world. . .

被冤枉的感觉真不好. . .
尤其是从你们的口中说出来的. . .
我讨厌我自己!!!
Jason Tan 也许已近不在了吧. . .

谢谢你. . .
因为你我才会振作起来. . .
不过我不想你为我那么操心. . .
真的很感谢你. . .
感谢你愿意把耳朵借给我. . .

2009-10-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable for mi!!!!
Life is unfair to mi!!!
Life is playing mi around!!!
Life make mi hate myself!!!
Life make mi give u so much burden!!!

Don worry about mi. . .
I hope u will take care urself. . .
I scared in future i will not be able to help u. . .
Cuz i don have confident in myself. . .
I am sorry guys especially to U. . .

2009-10-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today play bb with alot of ppl. . . . Injured agn!!! Now injuries for mi is like 家常便饭. . . I am used to it le. . . And also 麻木了:(
我觉得我现在对你们说的话都是多余的吧. . .
人家的一句话都比我的话有用. . .
也许我在你们心理已经不存在了吧. . .
算了吧都说了. . .
我注定要孤独吧. . .

你不用替我担心. . .
我已经给你够多麻烦了. . .
真的很感谢你. . .
没有你的话. . .
我可能会受不了吧. . .

头好痛!!!
好大的压力!!!
必须忍耐多几天. . .
我承受得了吗???
也许不能把. . .

2009-10-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

Maybe i am nt a good listener to u. . .

不能没有. . .
如果没有了. . .
另一个也会渐渐消失. . .

把心事说出也许会跟好. . .
如果不想说给我听. . .
把他喊出来吧. . .

头好痛！！！
不想你们担心. . .
只要你们开心，我受点痛也没关系. . .

2009-10-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

一开始时还蛮开心的. . . 有大家的关心. . .
不过经过了这几天. . . 才发现这一切都是短暂的. . .
我很失望，很伤心
也许我注定要孤独吧. . .
想哭又哭不出的感觉实在很辛苦. . .

态度改变使得我伤心难过. . .
一切都是假的！！！
那种感觉又回来了. . .
好寂寞好悲伤. . .
这也许是上天的安排. . .

2009-10-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

Haiz. . . Today in sch i had a nt really good de feeling after . . . . .Then in bb court i suddenly have the feeling agn after. . .This feeling was like killing MI!!! I'm feeling so down aft tat. . . I know u guys will ask wat i do for the AFTER. . .But sorry even u guys ask mi i dun know how to tell u guys. . .But i think onli few of u guys will know ba. . .
And for bb leh. . . I alr nvr play rough to u le. . . Why are u keep injuring mi. . . I really cant take it le. . . 放过我吧!!! If my vision really lost because of u!!! Are u going to pay mi back a pair of eye??? (GAO ZAI )
I really have nth really can be better then u. . . Even my oral exam. . . because of my vision. . . Haiz. . .BB soon will be the same ba. . . nth i can better de. . .我真的很得很失败!!! Today really thinks tat i am the most useless between u guys. . . Wanted to find a corner to be quiet alone. . .
And body leh 一天比一天 weak. . . everyday headache. . . as for leg i wonder i 扭到 my leg how many times le. . . Leg are becoming weaker and weaker le. . .

也许我活在自己的世界会比较好. . .
孤独的我好想人陪. . .

2009-10-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

HI guys, today aft sch i receive a call from shao bin he ask mi if i wan to go to work today or not??? And i ask kelvin wan go with mi . . . he say ok so i tell shao bin i'm ok with it. . . I am so happy today. . . I've earned money first by working. . . Haha although i am so tired and injured my hand. . But feel so happy!!! Hahas. . .But aft tat i started to feel so sick. . . So restless. . .And my hand is
超痛的!!! And thx kelvin!! If no u i will be so lonely today!!! And thx fer chatting with mi today!!! Cuz i was really bored and so sian. . . THx to U!!!
Erm kelvin sorry not u i mean. . .

一件事能改变一个人的人生！！！
大家要好好珍惜现在的每一切,不要等到有不幸的东西发生在你们身上，你们才来后悔！

2009-10-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

你们真的要把我逼到绝路吗???你们要逼死我是吗???

Everyone give mi prob!!! Now even U. . .你们到底要我怎样???

I now even cant see thing clearly le. . . U all still wan give mi all this bullshit. . .

我快受不了!!!

2009-10-04T04:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. . . Today went out with some friends. . . Actually we wanted have fun together playing fire with candles. . . I think they have fun ba. . . but i don really have fun because. . . I cant even see clearly when with u guys. . . I am like living in my own world. . .Haiz. . .Sometimes i will think of will i be blind one day??? Although i seems to be ok infront or u all. . . But actually NO. . . I am so scared. . . Don wanna let more ppl know about it. . . So i pretend to be ok. . . And i am really sorry to (you) because i really cannot do it as u wat u have asked mi to do. . . U wanted mi to be cheerful. . . But i think i cant. . . And i also don wan to be u guys de burden especially (you)

Really sorry:(

2009-10-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

Haiz. . . Today injured really badly then all others time. . . I was Elbow by HIM once again but this time is on my head. . . So pain sia!!! And aft tat my eyesight suddenly getting more and more 模糊...
Will i blind??? I am so scared!!! So helpless!!!
你不但没关心我. . . 还 . . . Sometimes death this word came across my mind. . . Haiz. . .
And one more thing I really very very stress le. . . Can i just beg u stop giving mi attitude prob. . .
Am i wrong??? Can anyone tell mi???
看见你那么烦,帮不了你，我觉得我很没用. . . 我做任何事多是那么没用的. . . 我对我自己太失望了. . .

2009-09-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

Because of mi. . . i let u suffer from this de. . . I am really sorry!!! If nt because of mi. . . u will still as cheerful as before de. . . 都是我的错!!!
And wanted to tell someone. . . today wanted to say something to u de. . . but u are the one who shows mi attitude de. . .
Wat the hell!!! i really had enough of ppl who shows mi attitude!!! Even my family member they will just scold mi without any reason. . . I will soon because of all this gone crazy de!!! pls 放过我吧!!! If u all don like mi just say i will leave u guys de. . . Including (Family). . .
我快受不了了！！！说不定我很快就会发疯！！！

2009-09-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Haiz... My hair are so short now!!!Wonder when will grow bck as longer as last time...
I really hate people who give mi attitude!!! I had enough of it le!!! Wat can i do??? I never own u wor. . . no need everytime give mi black face de. . . Why so many ppl like to 针对我. . .Am i wrong too??? If i am wrong too. . . Ok sorry to u guys who think i am wrong. . . And I know u are always better then mi in everything de. . . Like looking, Exam, and even talking u are better then mi. . . when my friends beside mi are SAD wat i say i think will nt give them anything better de. . . but for u just say few word can make them happy le. . .
我真的很失败!!!
我觉得我自己很没有用!!!

Weak And Pain!!!

2009-09-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. . . For Weak leh i from young i 对牛奶之类的东西就很敏感. . . 喝了stomach 就不舒服. . . Today drink something with milk. . . keep going to toilet aft tat. . . So weak man!!!
Hmmm for Pain leh i think u guys know i very suay de hor. . . Today 扭到手. . . So pain sia but nvr say out. . . Hope will recover soon. . . Think need everytime before go play BB de time must go 拜拜 . . . It for my own safety. . . HAHA when see this don laugh wor!!!
Hey sister don everytime put all the blame to urself. . . Try to 放轻松 ok? If need to find ppl to talk to. . . U can always find mi this Jason Tan de (ur sister) LOL^^

2009-09-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today, Injured until very badly!!! Starting haven play BB i injured by kelvin when playing around with him. . . my leg bleed. . . Then when play BB i 扭到脚 4times. . . Suay, 倒霉,unlucky. . . then injured my hand by Weili but i think he don know he injured. . . actually i was about to faint just now becuz of the pain. . . but wanted to finish then whole game with u guys. . . so 我忍到打完. . . Sorry to 骗 u guys tat i am ok. . . dun wan u all worry. . . wan u guys have fun don becuz of my little injuries then cannot have fun. . .
看见你我很伤心，你有事我愿意听你诉苦，你的事完了，马上把我透明. . .

2009-09-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz. . . I am so stress up. . . Should i go bck??? But if i go bck i will like so 对不起my Brothers. . . But 我不能忘恩负义. . . SO WAT SHOULD I DO???
STRESS!!!
Why gt so many bad thing happen to mi de???
HAIZ!!!
THX fer willing to hear my 心事和烦恼. . .谢谢你！

2009-09-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

受伤受伤受伤!!! Everytime injured sia. . . Today sprained my leg. . . Because of 1 show off KIA step my leg and i jump then injured lor. . . suay suay suay!!!
When will i be safe to play a proper game???
HAIZ!!!
Hope future BB court can build a clinic beside for mi to check up aft playing bb. . .
K will stop here. . . tmr gt sch. . . BYE guys!!!

2009-09-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today play bb with alot of friends. . . Haiz. . . but i dun really feel very happy today. . . Although i injured someone that i dun like. . . But. . . i really accidentally de. . . i didn't mean it de. . . i even apologize to him le. . . but dun know why i keep thinking that a lot of ppl are thinking that
我是罪人！

Don know why 我听到我自己的心碎 when u say something to mi. . . First time feel so hurts. . .

2009-09-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today, my mood is worse then yesterday. . . Today someone say to mi something. . . the someone say to mi hey why u can do such thing yesterday and are ur $$ that u have everytime are also抢来或偷来的吗？After listen to this i really felt very sad. . . i felt that i am so useless. . . u guys will not be able to guess hu is the someone de. . . Onli glenn know about it. . .
作错一次就代表作什么事都是错的吗？？？
I really hate myself cant u all just give mi a chance to 改过??? Wat have i done i just stand beside them doing nth i just don wanna to let kelvin alone 背黑锅 alone. . . i will nt just go away when i saw my friend are in trouble. . . i really cant do it. . . i really wanna hide at a corner to cry. . .
I am sorry of wat i done!!!

2009-09-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today i was really upset. . . I did something wrong with my friends. . . And now even my parent say that they are very disappointed in mi. . . I am really very sad. . . Wat can i do??? I really hate myself alot!!! And sorry to alot of u guys that made u all worry fer mi. . . I really don wan to be u guys de burden. . . I really don know wat to do. . . although u all may think is a small incident. . . But fer mi. . . My parent say to mi that where is their Jason that will stop ppl from doin all bad thing. . . And now i even join my friends to do thing that i should not do. . . 我真的很恨我自己！！！
Hope that i can change. . .

2009-09-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, Today play bb with all of my friends. . . The 厚脸皮 guy come agn. . . But luckly onli get one elbow from him. . . Nt bad le at least nvr have any place bleeding. . . But fer Jing yee she injured by those idiotic GUY that play RUGBY in basketball court. . . Dots they don use their brain at all lor. . .Hey Jing yee i am sorry man. . . Maybe is my 霉运 pass to u. . . i rather i injured then u injured lor. . . LOL today lose 三分 to Jing yee. . . maybe she tyko ba wahaha. . . If 比one more time i sure win de haha. . . k will stop here le. . .

Nitez bye!!!

2009-09-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. . . i guess maybe i'm wrong again this time. . . haiz. . . wanted everyone to be cheerful. . . but i think i cannot do it. . . ppl that was once my good friends. . . now 1 by 1 starting to change alot le. . . i am really very sad lor. . . In past when i have U as a listener. . . i felt better after telling all my 心事. . . But now i dun think i am able to find u again to talk when i really nid someone to talk to... So if i need someone as my listener who will it be??? i know alot of u guys will be one of my listener but u guys also have alot prob le. . . i really don wish to give u guys more 负担 anymore. . . Do i really look cheerful infront of ur???也许只是表面吧. . .

我真的很伤心!!!

2009-09-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, today morning nic kam was the first one who reach my hse. . . hmmm after that glenn and kelvin came. . . then shao bin. . . After all here we go to CWP to meet others. . . Jing yee late i think haha was waiting fer her. . . when she arrived we board the bus 960. . . I sit near the window and fall asleep. . . I think when was in middle of the road the bus went through a HUMP and my head just directly hit on the window. . .OMG nvr play bb also injured maybe i am too suay man!!!
When reached Bugis it was still early so we went to arcade for few games. . . my bro and ZH and glenn play 投篮机. . . all of them get about 200+. . . at first i thought wa so pro sia. . . Kao then suddenly beside us gt a couple ba i think. . . they also play the same game. . . Guess they got how many point??? Very 变态1000+. . . kao so pro sia. . . after tat is time fer K le!!! When reached the room fer K. . . i was so excited haha. . . Then sing sing sing. . . sing untill no voice haha. . .And u guys know wat Jing yee was so weird that when was about to go home then she say she gt the mood of singing le. . . lol. . . previous she was like half dead Man. . .
When about to go home all guys went to toilet. . . after i went to toilet i wash my hand then i spray some water nic ba. . . was playing with him. . . but ... he don look happy and give mi a slap. . . Haiz. . . nvm la. . . and i am sorry man nic. . .
And Jing yee i tell u hor next time don care wat thing happen don just walk away alone hor!!! u can find mi de. . . u know wat when i go find u de time i was running the whole bugis street to find u leh. . . and i suddenly saw a girl that wear the same colour of shirt as u. . . i even called her sister sia SO embarassing sia!!!
Then after found Jing yee we went to eat 豆花. . . Eat le go back bugis take bugis go back our home sweet home. .
Today was quite happy la onli kena slap de time nt very happy but still ok haha. . . Cheer up guys mi too haha. . . k will end here le nitez!!!

2009-09-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,today play bb with kelvin glenn shao bin wei hao nic kam and his bro. . . I really nt very safe in playing bb. . . Everytime sure will injured de. . . Yesterday injured by boon tat.. . Today injured by weihao. . . OMG if i play more i think i will soon have to go hostpital check up to see wheather i gt internal injured anot. . . Am i really so unlucky or u guys like to injured mi so much. . .
Yesterday boon tat accidentally slap my face and knee mi. . . Today weihao elbow mi and step my shoes till i fall and i injured my leg. . .SOB SOB. . .Shall i stop playing bb??? Wednesday go K 歌 le waiting fer the day to come. . . Will sing till crazy de hahas. . .
Hmm tired le post till here bye guys!!!

2009-09-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hi, everyone today wahaha i have my revenge le. . . but don know why don feel good but guilty. . . but after that i was injured badly by HIM again!!!! just nvr say out. . . don wan u guys to worry so much. . .
Everytime play with HIM i will sure have 血光之灾de today bleed again. . . but lucky nt very serious. . . erm. . . but my hand and leg are badly injured so sad and pain!!! Why are u so thick skin when we guys don wanna play with u and yet u come pretend like nth happen. . . OMG if i were u i will just leave if ppl alr 暗示 u that u are nt welcome. . .
And one more thing ER JIE don be so sad ok u still can JY in EOY exam de smile more if need to talk to someone. . . u are always welcome to find mi de. . . we are sister mah hahaha!!!
K stop here le BYE!!!

2009-08-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

I really hate this kind of attitude!!! This is sucks to me!!!
Erm. . . have to pretend to like smile or trying to be funny when i am not in good mood or even when i am injured, lonely and others. . . just to not let u guys worry. . . sometime when i need find ppl to talk to. . . but i was wondering who will listen to all my rubbish. . . sometime la i really want to say out all my thing. . . u know wat i went to talk to my dog(raine) HaHa
Maybe it silly to u all but atleast i say out all my 心事 !!!

2009-08-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO. . . don know why like this. . . wish to talk to someone. . . And i been tolerating for long. . . Haiz i play u say i nvr studying. . . . i studying u say i lied to to go play bb. . . wat can i do??? Feeling like crying. . . Life really unpredictable to mi!!! i am so sad so lonely. . . The last thing is i hate ppl hu betray mi!!! i will hate ppl hu betray mi forever!!!!

2009-08-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, sorry about a week nvr post. . . erm. . . last week alot of thing happen. . . Was so stress. . .
O ya i suddenly became alot of ppl de sister haha!!! Abit ah gua to mi sia haha!!! Erm. . .today nvr go sch because yesterday one of my friend play bb with. . . he play untill very rough. . . erm. . . i think he elbow mi ba my nose bled for a moment yesterday!!! meeting Jingyee at 4pm but she reach at 5 plus lol late about 1 hour ba. . . haha never mind because she is having mock test in sch. . .
Kelvin went to cut hair today haha finally my hair is longer then him le haha. . . he come to meet mi and my brother at 4 and we went to library together. . . then after while JingYee came with jasmine but about 7.30 ba they go home haha just come for hour ba. . . then we continue use com untill 8.45 then we leave library. . . erm. . . today i asked nic to come with us to library for study but he say he wanna study at home. . . Dotz must be EMO again. . .
Brother ur emotion must have problem haha. . . if not why u like about everyday will EMO de. . . learn to smile more!!!
Common test coming. . . so scare sia will jia you de haha!!! All the best my friends!!!
k end here le Bye!!!

2009-08-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm. . . Today really don have the mood to play BB. . . Why leh i also dun know. . . Haiz. . . And today i really have attitude prob in BB court. . . Sorry Guys!!! Especially Jing yee. . . Erm i make u angry??? Sorry wor!!! Sorry nic too that i say vulgarities to u. . . My apologise to u :)
Today really very stress up!!! Don know why got a very sad feeling when. . . :(
K end here le bye!!!

2009-08-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hi! Today woke up at 2.30 pm HaHa i know very late. . . Erm . . . At 4.30 went out with my father for dinner with lots of old folks. . . When reached there then i knew that i am the 唯一年青人there. So weird and don know how to communicate with all of them. . . It was so boring there!!! 幸好got the Auntie 小头 that named mi Uncle 大头 chat with mi by MSG if not i will sure bored till death HaHa!!! Thx alot wor!!! HaHa erm. . . o ya got 1 good news. . . Our court is back!!! HaHa bye Fragrants!!! Tmr will be a sch reopen for mi onli. . . HaHa my 10 days MC finally ends. . .
k stop here le tmr gt sch need to sleep early BYE!!!

2009-08-16T01:21:00.001+08:00

Hi! sorry yesterday nvr update. . . cuz father dun let use com. . . Haiz today competition we lost!!! So sad i really did my best to it le. . . Our opponent play rough with us but we play clean de we nvr even hurt them and yet they elbow mi. . . But i am the first one who score 2pts which made the crowd go crazy!!! And the next minute after the score i give my opponent a fully rejection HaHa!!! And Kelvin had 5 chance of shooting but he was too kan chiong and miss all shots haiz if he score all we will sure win them de but i don blame him haha Brother we must JYJY together to beat all our rival!!! O ya i also play badminton with Jing yee Kelvin Nickam Peiyee Junxiong Glenn Boontat Jasmine and my Brother. . . But today de atmostphere was so weird that i dun know why 不爽 someone!!! And the toot toot Jing yee keep calling mi 大头 lor so funny!!! k end here le Bye!!!

2009-08-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

YO! Today as usual afternoon go play BB with all friends. . . At first Jing yee say she don wish to play BB today because it thursday mah. . . Thursday is her 用功 day HAHA! When reached BB court play with kelvin and nic kam for awhile. . .Suddenly Jing yee came to BB court with Sulivia and Alvin. . . I was shocked HaHa i thought she say she wont be coming? Haiyo nvm la got come can le haha. . . But. . . she never stay for long . . .

Erm. . . around 6 or 7 plus she went home. . . After she went home Someone also wanted to go home but he scared i will be angry so never go home. . . Why leh why everytime like this??? Suan le don wish to say so many unhappy thing here. . . 2 more days to Competition so nervous sia!!! If gt ppl give mi support i will play better haha!!! K stop here le nitez!!!

My First Post...............

2009-08-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Haha this is my first post here... Today everyone went to sch except mi cuz i'm on MC, i had hearing prob since last week!

Afternoon nic kam come to meet mi at 4 pm we went 888 BB court to move our court bck to normal. We spend about half an hour but it seem to be not possible to move bck to normal by our own Haiz... i give up haven start playing BB and i'm started sweating...

Afterwhile, Jingyee Sulivia and James came... they saw us resting at a corner and ask how is the progress... HaHa i told them we've done nth but sweating... We decided to go to Fragrants to play BB...

Today quite sian sia!!! Jingyee Sulivia went home so early... After they went home nic kam also wanted to go bck home too! Left not much ppl then i went bck home too...

K la end here le... Bye!